So Many Tears
Life can be tough, but you were created for this, so lets go.
These are just a FEW examples of the ways unresolved physical, mental, spiritual, social and emotional trauma effects your physical health.
Use your TRAUMA and TRAUMATIC experiences to propel you into the life of your dreams, you’ve already been through enough.
I've lived an excruciatingly difficult life from birth to getting kicked out of my family home to being homelessness at 17, no shade to anyone, just facts. I'm grateful for many of the experiences I've conquered but given the opportunity to relive many of the moments I've survived, I'd probably opt out or cower in terror; As a result I'm as tough as nails but equally warm and wonderfully gooey, as I consciously decided to not reproduce the same pain, rejection, trauma, hate and violation I'd experienced most of my life; in fact, I decided to create a life that directly opposed my negative experiences, where I experienced hate, pain, rejection, feeling trapped and loneliness; I chose to love deeply and consciously, be pleasant and unapologetically hedonistic, accept and adore, live and create boundless freedom for myself, and create a safe space for and within myself for myself and others like me. I chose to heal myself and now I can help you do the same.
I was recently feeling abysmally low and sorry for myself (worries about not attending medical school-long story, loss of frenemies (enemies posing as friends), relative issues, death, loss, job issues, building my first business, feeling trapped and people continuing to remind me that I should be married and expecting by now-not starting some ‘far reaching hoop dream of business’-direct words from my theysayers).
You were made exactly as you on on and with the most sacred and beautiful of purpose.
I began to woefully reminisce over all that I've been faced with and I wondered why I hadn't just given up, but then I remembered......I remembered why I peeled myself off of the bathroom floor covered in tears and self-doubt, I remembered why I walked away from numerous proposals, unsavory job offers and potentially lucrative corporate opportunities, I also remembered the night I'd spent trying to sleep, freezing and afraid at the entrance of a Carl's Jr. restaurant......I became so angry when I realized that not making decisions, by not speaking up, and by not being clear about what I truly desired for my life, I was so lost….I seriously didn’t even know my favorite ice cream flavor was or that I truly had a say in my life and I was drowning in a flood of decisions that were made for me, decisions and issues that were projected upon me..………right then, I remembered who I was and then that it occurred to me…….I didn’t have to continue living like this…….it was no longer an option, I set out on a path of extreme self discovery, I needed to know who I was and…..who I am…who I wanted to be……I realized.
You. Are. Magic. Truly you are.
I'm fucking magic.
I am sun-dipped-moon-coated-star-dusted deliciousness, every inch of me, both inside and out is and was handcrafted and custom made for boundless, limitless and abundant life; I am destined to and branded to realize and live in divine, unimaginable and confounding success in every area of my life. My flourishing and fruitful ability to create life extends to my mind, body and spirit, so I can create life in every situation around me that requires it. Get At Me.and you know what? So. Are. You.
but I'll let you in on a not-so-secret-secret......I didn't always know this. stay tuned for the story of one of my favorite battle scars and how I'm healing myself through it, truly you can use your trauma to overcome anything.
See you in the next post, until then check out my products, I’ve designed them to help you live your most brilliant and abundant life
-T
